today was a fucktastic day!

went to tamarind springs in ampang. fantastic setting with scrumpcious food! it was sookie's birthday, so i brought her there. i told her that i never did anything like that before to my ex girlfriends. so yeah. it was a romantic and good. she said i was really romantic and sweet for doing so. i also bought lilys for her as she loves them. so all together would be around rm250 not including fuel. hahahha

all i can say it was all worth it. for all that shes done for me and putting up with me, she deserves it.

oh, i also got a new piercing today! its a smiley. fuck awesome. it was painless. so yeah. and it cost rm160. ouch.

so practically ill be eating maggie for the whole month. yay.

rick.

i dont think i should be using the shampoo im using now. shit. dove makes me think of her even more. i love the smell of dove on her hair. argh!

i dont know, i guess i cant help it but think about her even though i know what is what now.

i really wished things were different.

rick.

there has to be days where i wish i had a life besides this one.

haih ... tapi macam itu sajalah.

theres nothing i can do about it. nothing at all. all i can do is just stare blankly into the sky and hope a miracle happens. probably an asteroid falling down on that person or something. hey, im just saying. if it happens to be a small rock with fire on it, dont blame me.

anyways, went out with pikky, sy and alissa today. had fun just talking random stuff and walking around aimlessly. thats all lah.

baking muffins real soon. expanding and trying out new things. tired of cakes and cookies. seems like there isnt enough muffins in the world! :P

anyways ... im off. CHEERIOS
rick.

another night out, which was quite nice.

woke up around 3pm today. totally killed my whole weekend which was suppose to be a weekend full of work and assignments. but oh well, just having too much fun i guess.

so yeah, i promised ash and elissa that i would bake them brownies today. so i did. went over to meiyen's house and we had brownies, alcohol and card games. it was only heman, ash, elissa, meiyen, pikky and i. so yeah, it was quite fun hanging around. really enjoyed myself. its like im free from everything you know. nothing pulling me down, nothing telling me not to do this or do that. so in a way, i am glad.

im finally happy with my life again. elissa wants to marry me, again! hahaha

so yeah, all fun and games tonight. thats about it. so here comes the monday blues. sigh. i think ill see elissa at college. dont know yet but yeah.

getting too late. off to bed.

rick.

tonight is an awesome night! we had fun at the reggae bar!!

lester, sarah, sy, heman, mode, annie, ash, pikky, meiyen, faizal, elissa and i were like groving on and on! from 11pm to 3-4am in the morning! freaking awesome. meiyen, elissa and ash were strutting their stuff salsa'ing and we were just standing there like idiots but still dancing! hahahaha awesome stuff.

its kind off a farewell to pikky i think...i am not sure!! hehehe

so tomorrow morning, which is 4 hours from now, is fishing! i hope lester can wake up though! hehehehehe if we cant, then we'll most probably be asleep till God knows when! hehehehe. an awesome night all and all tonight. i just love it. reggae bar rocks!

and oh, someone wants to marry me, wait no! two girls want to marry me!! awesome! HAHAHAHAHAH im sorry heman, being a chef is better than being a graphic designer!! HEEEHEHEEEEEEE sorry dude! 1st come 1st serve! hahahaha kidding bahhh!! ash is all yours man! hahahaha

rick.

i was just complemented on my smile and eyes.

smile, that smile i make when im not forced to smile. the random smile i assume.

eyes, my eyes are very absorbant? or something like that. alluring if im not mistaken. so yeah.

thats what i got today.

other than that, went to ampang with pikky to do her medical things. practically spent the whole day waiting. but its ok. its all good. got to see some hot working ladies. ohhh yeahhh

so thats about it. im off. im sleepy.

rick.